Saturday, June 27, 2015
I went off plan yesterday, too. I've been such a mess for the past couple of days.
I'm supposed to get my materials for Titania today which is good. I'm just waiting on the fabric now. I'm just not sure I can do it on the 32 count fabric. I'm really nervous about that and discouraged. I found two other things I can work on until the fabric comes in - an alpaca and a frog. I just keep trying to find little things to work on so I don't get caught up in something big before I start Titania. I don't know. I'm beginning to think I don't deserve to do these things. I'm in a bad place right now. I hope it passes soon.
We're probably going the Chinese restaurant to eat at some point while my daughter's boyfriend is here so I might as well forget my diet until he's gone. I doubt I lose anything this month.
I need help today. I can't exactly pinpoint what's wrong although I have some ideas. I apologize for the depressing post today. Hopefully things will get better.